You’ve Been Fixing Your ‘Personal Self’: The Eternal Truth That Cures Depression and Shatters the Ego
You are exhausted by the current condition of the world, stress, and depression, feeling paralyzed or stuck. Conventional wisdom suggests simple self-care—seeing friends, exercising, or eating well—is the answer. But what if the agonizing clarity of knowing what might help, yet finding yourself physically unable to act, proves these external actions can never provide the freedom you seek? This paralysis isn’t a lack of willpower; it stems from living within a distorted reality and adopting a counterfeit identity
Are you exhausted by the current condition of the world? Given the heavy weight of daily demands, stress, and depression, it is completely understandable to feel paralyzed or stuck. This lack of tranquillity stems from living within a distorted reality and adopting a counterfeit identity. My objective is to clarify why the world fosters such deep-seated frustration and, more crucially, how you can rediscover your path to genuine freedom and peace.
Consider the transitory nature of the “human” ego and individual self-identity: in a reality where God is defined as Life and Life is the totality—resulting in absolute OMNIPRESENCE—there is simply no room for anything else. Attempting to explain existence through the lens of duality, separate minds, or convictions in sin and death only leads back to the very chaos from which those concepts emerged. The OMNIPRESENCE of God fundamentally excludes the possibility of “sin and death,” the notion of a “personal-self-identity,” or any of the intricate milestones they claim to achieve.
The Illusion of Simple Remedies
Conventional wisdom suggests that basic self-care—going outside, seeing friends, showering, eating well, socializing, exercising, or maintaining a healthy diet—is the answer. Perhaps the most agonizing aspect of depression is the clarity of knowing what might help, yet finding yourself physically unable to act. This leads to a critical question: can these external actions truly provide the freedom we seek, the inner peace you so desired?
Depression is often misunderstood as simple sadness. In personal reality, it can look like staring at the ceiling for hours because the mere thought of brushing your teeth feels insurmountable. It is not a lack of willpower; rather, it feels as though every minor task is anchored by an impossible weight.
The Structure of Inner Dissonance
The mind can resemble a network of broken circuits. When you try to trigger a basic directive like “get up” or “shower,” the entire system malfunctions. The effort to “see a friend” frequently sparks a massive wave of apprehension. You may find yourself fearing their inquiries, avoiding talk of your career or family, and buckling under the shame of past cancellations. You dread the sheer fatigue of maintaining a facade of happiness while feeling entirely hollow.
The Architecture of Internal Conflict
The mind can feel like a web of malfunctioning circuits. When you attempt to engage a “get up” or “shower” command, the system begins to short-circuit. Attempting to “go meet a friend” often triggers an overwhelming surge of anxiety. You begin to fear their questions, dread discussing work, life, family, and more, and feel the crushing guilt over previous cancellations. You anticipate the exhaustion of faking a smile, only to feel completely depleted.
The Old Way Of Perceiving The World & Treating Mental Health Issues
The conventional strategy for addressing these challenges has focused on repairing the individual personal self-identity—the “being” commonly associated with the physical body. This long-standing method of interpreting the world and mental health difficulties seeks to attain liberation from the ego by utilizing the human mindset. This personal self represents the identity you claim for your being, typically equated with the body.
Traditionally, those seeking inner peace, happiness, and liberation from the ego have relied on the human mindset as their primary tool for interpreting the world and addressing the challenges of depression and mental health.
Personal Self – A Programmed False Reality
For a long time, individuals searching for serenity, joy, and freedom from the ego have turned to the human intellect as their main instrument for understanding existence and tackling the complexities of depression and mental well-being.
The Programmable Illusion: The Personal Self
The fundamental problem is that this “personal self” is a fabricated “being”. It has been conditioned to function as your perceived reality, specifically designed to induce feelings of unhappiness, sorrow, depression, illness, and stagnation. Consequently, efforts toward self-improvement become a futile endeavour.
This personal self-identity operates entirely within a paradigm of sin and mortality. It is a transitory “human” ego—an illusory mind rooted in theological superstition. Through the lens of duality, the human mind has rationalized a divide between God and ourselves, ushering in a non-divine consciousness founded on the erroneous belief that the Spirit and the Soul are disconnected due to sin.
Existing within this structure leads to deep-seated frustration and agony.
It introduces a conflicted mind in which a darker influence dominates, presenting the personal self as your self-identity rather than your true BEING as the Image and Likeness of God.
In this state, you are deprived of the basic liberty to simply live.
You’re caught in the same vicious cycle from which the belief in evil and the ego originate.
It is a harrowing experience to face a reality restricted to a single path: a human existence tethered to time and space, which ultimately means being a personal self enslaved by limiting beliefs, the finality of death, and false assumptions.
Unmasking the Ego
The ego is a catastrophic falsehood that plagues your every conscious second—it is the very lie you seek to erase. It is defined by the belief in an another power and the belief that the Spirit and the Soul are separated, divided, suggesting the Soul is detached from God. This deceptive conviction in a secondary power, and the premise that sin brought about death, positions the individual personal self as the new “image” of God, with the Soul serving as the origin point for this false pretend self-identity.
This “being ( personal-self-identity as a mortal being)” is established on the mistaken notion that the Soul is lost and trapped within a physical body ( the assumption that the body is God’s Image and Likeness). To plant such beliefs, ideas and assumptions in your reasoning is to eventually harvest the exact results they produce. To ignore the Eternal Truth of God’s BEING while wondering why we struggle with mental, physical, and emotional pain and sufferings is a clear sign of the personal self’s misguided nature.
Behind The Ego
The ego is the terrible LIE that bedevils your every waking moment. This is the LIE you want to erase. The ego is the belief in Satan, the assumption and reasoning that the Spirit and the Soul are separated, divided, hence “the Image and Likeness of God or the Soul” is separated from God. This false belief of the existence of another power called satan, the devil and the assumption that because of sin, death came into being, hence the individual personal self-identity is the new image and likeness of God, the soul is the seed, beginning of the personal self-identity.
A “being” whose foundation is built on a false belief that the Soul is lost and encased within the body.
To sow such belief and assumptions within this would-be reasoning or rationalization is to reap equally the same fruit planted.
To bypass God’s Eternal Truth and wonder why we are suffering with mental, physical and emotional pain is personal, self-evident foolishness.
The ego represents a pervasive falsehood that haunts every conscious moment—a lie that one naturally seeks to eliminate. It is built upon the belief, assumption, and reasoning that the Spirit and the Soul are divided, suggesting that the Image and Likeness of God, the Soul, is separated from God. This false assumption and belief serves as the seed for the creation of a personal self-identity, creating a “being” founded on the idea that the Soul is lost and encased within the physical body. To sow such reasoning is to inevitably reap the fruit of that same logic.
Living within this framework creates profound frustration and suffering because you lack the fundamental freedom to simply exist. It is devastating to face a reality seemingly limited to only one option: all would-be-humanhood is based on time and space, which refers to the same thing: a personal self, a slave of limiting beliefs, death or the grave.
So long as you assume and believe that the personal self is who you are, you are a slave to limiting beliefs, a puppet to assumptions and all your beliefs.
This sense of alienation gives rise to a fabricated reality—a personal self-identity marked by isolation, emptiness, and an estranged disconnection from God. Such a state stands in direct opposition to the ETERNAL PERFECTION of God’s ETERNAL STAND.
True REALITY is OMNIPRESENT and ALL-encompassing; SPIRIT is the ONLY SUBSTANCE of all Conceptions, with God acting as both the CONCEIVER and the INCLUDER.
Under ETERNITY’s PRINCIPLE OF OMNIPRESENCE, only ETERNITY exists, leaving no room for anything “outside” or any “contrary” force within God’s WORLD.
In God’s REALITY, the “body” is SPIRIT ONLY, where can a personal-self-identity exist to struggle with depression or disease? How can there be a personal self to serve as a body, a notepad for Satan to write, recording time, age, or limiting beliefs? Seeing your body is Spirit?
As God’s Eternal BEING is the ONLY OMNIPRESENT AWARENESS—the I-AM-MIND that includes the entire universe—where is the satanic mind or the personal self identity that endures mental, physical, and emotional suffering? As you will soon discover, these have no place in God’s Eternal Truth.
In this deceptive world of theological superstition beliefs, satanic influence acts as the “puller-of-strings.”
Within this framework, the personal self-identity is restricted to a single path: the road of limiting beliefs stretching from birth to death. The various stories and “history” that fill this world of illusion are merely records of the time-sense.
From behind the scenes, this influence manipulates you through your belief in personal self-identity as your sense of self, via suggestions and external situations, to ensure a single outcome: PAIN and SUFFERING. By exploiting your ignorance of God’s Eternal Truth, these illusions use your own beliefs and assumptions to take and maintain a special, unfair advantage.
Consider this metaphor: imagine an outline of a human being—a personal self tied to various beliefs and assumptions. This outline represents the “personal-self-identity” you hold in your thoughts, created by satanic beliefs and shaped by the personal self’s expectations from your specific life perspective. However, as a personal self-identity, all such thinking remains confined to the realm of sin and death.
To accept the belief in sin and death is to accept the identity of a sinner separated from God, where death is the inevitable reward or punishment. By adopting these limiting beliefs, you attempt to feature yourself as a “personal self” bound by the boundaries of mortality. So long as you insist on being a human, mortal personal self, you remain one with the very beliefs that define and restrict that personal self-image and identity.
See Who’s “Pulling-The-Strings” Of Your Mind
In this new false reality, theological superstitious world and reality, Satan is the “puller-of-strings” or the one pulling the strings. Personal self-identity travels in one direction only – the road of limiting beliefs – from birth to death! All the stories that supposedly happen within the world of illusion of the personal self, in the “time sense,” merely fill the records. Human education gives these “records within the world of illusion a cool name title: History! BUT Behind the scenes, Satan secretly controls the personal self, creates events, situations, organizations of thought processes through suggestions, or other people to achieve ONE desired outcome- PAIN and suffering.
Satan uses the illusion of the person-self to manipulate events from behind the scenes, often using personal beliefs and assumptions to influence using beliefs and assumptions to gain an unfair special advantage due to your ignorance of God’s Eternal Truth.
To create a metaphor of this, imagine a picture or outline of a human being, a personal self tired with beliefs and assumptions. That outline becomes the thought you hold is your “personal-self-identity,” a result you expect to come out of your thinking and life point of view. As a personal self-identity, all this thinking is in the realm of sin and death.
Accepting the belief of sin and death means you have accepted that you are a human being, a sinner separated from God because of sin, and death is your reward or punishment.
By accepting these limiting beliefs that you, as God’s Image and Likeness, are separated from the Spirit or God means you are featuring “yourself” as “a personal-self” tied down, restricted to limiting beliefs where the beliefs, assumptions define you and your boundaries of “being” “life” “mortality” etc.
So long as you insist on “being” a human mortal being, a personal-self, you are one with the belief that forms the personal-self or the image of the personal-self you see.
The implication is that it sets clear limits or draws a boundary around Satan and personal self-identity, whether in a physical, abstract, or geometric sense.
Your circumscription to sin and death, satan and the personal self, restricts you within this false consciousness and awareness, and the actions or clearly defined, “well-circumscribed” body you attached the beliefs to.
By confining yourself to the false consciousness of the personal self, you become restricted to a localized, “well-circumscribed” body defined by limiting beliefs. This attachment makes satanic-evil-beliefs and the personal-self-identity the masters of your destiny, life, and living. Within this realm of sin and death, your reality is dictated by diagnosis, prognosis, trauma, and the cyclical nature of “time” and “history” that merely repeats its own rise and fall. In this state of thinking, whatever is born is inevitably destined to die.
Viewing your self-identity through the prism of the personal self-body inevitably leads to failure, agony, and distress, no matter how successful the outward results may seem. Such suffering—whether manifested as disease, mental health crises, or emotional torment—is the direct product of a deep-seated “belief and faith” in a satanic-evil-ego-mind. This mindset operates on the false premise that evil is a real power capable of forging a personal self-identity, a conviction that saps the body of health by disregarding God’s Eternal Truth. This same belief system has merely pivoted to offer a “cure” for the very ailments it creates.
Ultimately, it must be understood that nothing regarding sin, death, or the personal self-identity has any relationship with God’s STAND for ETERNITY!
Your authentic SELF, which is God’s Image and Likeness or the Soul, is SPIRIT. God’s Image and Likeness, the Soul is not a mortal human being, BUT GOD, GOOD, LOVE, LIFE ITSELF, being!
The Deception of the Ego
The ego represents a pervasive falsehood that haunts your every conscious moment—This is the lie that you naturally seek to eliminate.
The challenge lies not only in the emotional state of the “personal self,” but in the fact that this pretended false self-identity is programmed to create mental, physical and emotional pain and suffering.
This programming creates a widespread feeling of futility, suggesting that attempts at self-improvement or “fixing” the personal self are ultimately a waste of time.
This framework of existence is devastating, as it offers a life devoid of the fundamental freedom to truly live. It forces an encounter with a reality seemingly limited to the binary of birth and death, or the grim choice between the relentless grind for survival and self-destruction.
The Cost of the Personal Self-Identity
Here’s what a lot of people don’t know: A fundamental truth remains obscured in our struggle: the mindset of personal self-identity is built upon a foundation of sin and death. This perspective relies on the false assumptions that God is incomplete and that the Soul is separated from the Spirit. Consequently, God is perceived as distant, changeable, and unavailable in a far-off Heaven rather than present in the HERE and NOW.
These misconceptions about God and Reality have ushered in a distorted existence where God is bypassed in favour of a human-made personal self-identity and reality.
What you experience today is the by-product of a personal self-identity governed by dualistic beliefs of a God and US.
A belief in the existence of Satan.
A belief in a personal-individual-self-identity – a would-be concoction of a “human” ephemeral ego, self-identity or entity—
A framework which introduced another mind, a rationalization via duality, an assumption defined by darkness, confusion, and frustration.
It is a world dominated by intellectual mutterings and theological superstition, yet this is the very mindset in which humanity operates.
In such a world, the cost and consequences associated with this human way of thinking, perceiving and being are seen in our daily living.
An objectified material system of belief built to drain people and call it normal which messes with your head. The personal self is weird for feeling this way. Millions of people are quietly struggling with these yet few understand the root cause of the problem they are trying to fix.
Positive thinking, walking out in nature and the numerous man-made tools will not help you fix your struggle with depression, grant you freedom from the ego, negative thinking, or stop the voices in your head.
Understanding what is going on in this world, fixing the problems of your mental, physical and emotional problems will not help either.
All you need is God’s Eternal Truth.
How can you fix a problem when you don’t know the root cause?The reality we face today is the direct result of a personal identity rooted in dualistic beliefs—a mixture of the fleeting “human” ego and individual personal self. This framework has fostered a mindset of rationalization through duality, mired in darkness, confusion, and frustration. Despite being saturated with intellectual noise and theological superstitions, this pervasive sense of insanity remains the primary lens through which humanity operates and the primary mindset through which humanity functions, yet we accept it as the standard mode of existence.
I found a NEW and ETERNAL WAY of fixing this problem just by understanding BEING.
What is BEING? You may be asking.
BEING is the ETERNAL NATURE OF GOD.
God is also known as Spirit (Male) + the Soul(Female)/God’s Image and Likeness=God’s ETERNAL MIND.
Genesis 1:26-27
You know how the body has different parts, each with its own function? That’s how I liken God’s Nature for your understanding.
God is Spirit, the SUBSTANCE of All things. You can see this REALITY in Genesis chapter 1:1-31 and Genesis chapter 2:1-3, just so you know, I am not making this up. When you read it, you see how the SPIRIT, God, brought REALITY into being when the world was void. Also noticed that the “MAN” the Spirit made in IT’s Image and Likeness is a Spirit BEING.
REALITY IS OMNIPRESENCE
Since REALITY is OMNIPRESENCE, it constitutes the All-in-All; every element of existence was brought forth by the Spirit for the Spirit. SPIRIT, or God, stands as the ONLY SUBSTANCE underlying all that exists—encompassing the universe, the world, and every individual body. Within God’s Eternal BEING, Spirit represents the CONCEPTION Intelligence, the OMNIPOTENT Power that originates and conceives all things.
The SOUL is The Intelligence of Perception
The Soul, recognized as the Image and Likeness of God, represents God’s own INDIVIDUAL-SELF-Identity. Within God’s Eternal BEING, the Soul is the Intelligence of Perception. It functions by receiving Spirit-led Conceptions and viewing them through the illumination of God’s Eternal Perception.
God’s Eternal MIND
God’s Eternal MIND serves as the repository for the Totality of Spirit Conceptions, representing creation in its Spiritual form. As the vital aspect of God’s BEING, the Eternal MIND is the seat of all knowing, feeling, and the underlying Intelligence of sensation.
The Nature of God’s BEING consists of the Spirit (Male) + the Soul (Female) functioning as ONE SINGLE TERNAL BEING.
As you can see, the Nature of God’s BEING consists of the Spirit (Male) + the Soul (Female) functioning as ONE SINGLE ETERNAL BEING, the ONLY Image and Likeness of God. This is the ONLY “Spirit MAN” made in God’s Image and Likeness. This “BEING” IS God and includes everything, bodies, nature, mountains, animals, oceans, etc., within God’s Universe and exists in Spirit within God’s BEING as Spirit forever and remains Eternally exactly the same within MIND as the SPIRIT that Conceived IT.
All this is saying is that this World and the fullness thereof IS GOD and belongs only to God. This is ETERNITY STANDS. Any contrary narrative claims God is a liar.
BEING
BEING is synonymous with God, encompassing the entirety of the Universe—all bodies, nature, mountains, animals, and oceans—existing within God’s BEING as Spirit. This REALITY remains ETERNALLY CONSTANT within God’s MIND, preserved exactly as the SPIRIT that originally Conceived IT.
God as Eternity represents the Immutable Nature of BEING.
In this state, the All-inclusive REALITY of God—encompassing all forms, nature, and Spiritual Conceptions—remains forever fixed and UNCHANGEABLE. There is no possibility of change within the CHANGELESS OMNIPRESENT, and ETERNAL ONE. This TOTAL SUBSTANCE is the result of Spirit and Soul functioning in PERFECT unity as a SINGLE BEING.
All bodies and creations conceived by Spirit persist Eternally BUT NOT AS MATERIAL OBJECTS, while the Soul—God’s Image and Likeness—remains in an Unchangeable State of Oneness with Spirit.
Jenny Nkebemiso
This represents a State of PERFECT Awareness, operating wholly within the complete SPIRIT MIND as a SINGLE, UNIFIED BEING.
This, my dear lost and hurt Soul, victims of satan, evil, or the ego, is your I-AM-BEING.
God’s Image and Likeness was NEVER BORN. The Image and Likeness of God is NEVER a mortal human being. You are not a product of biology, of evolution, of destiny.
God made ONLY ONE SINGLE BEING in ITS Image and Likeness. This BEING is your authentic SELF-Identity, an UNCHANGING OMNIPRESENT Being, which is your Eternal I-AM-SELF-Identity NOW preclusive of “human’s unity with God,” sin and death, the lost soul or fallen from Grace.
This represents your true I-AM-BEING, a sanctuary for every lost and hurting soul currently victimized by the ego, evil, or the influence of satan.
The Soul, as the Image and Likeness of God, was never born and can never be a mortal human being; you are NOT a byproduct of evolution, biology, or earthly destiny.
To attain true happiness, experience lasting Peace of Mind, and find liberation from depression, negative thoughts, or internal voices, you must let-go of the human sense of existence and the personal self-identity.
Living in BEING is the ONLY State of Mind where genuine freedom from the ego and satan resides.
In this realm, there is no separation between Spirit and Soul, no requirement for reconciliation, and no guilt, for BEING is where God is—and where Spirit is OMNIPRESENT, satan, evil, ego, sadness, depression, mental, physical and emotional pain and sufferings, and hell simply cannot exist.
The Transition: From Old to New
The “old” world is the satanic framework where the personal self-identity dwells. Our mission is to facilitate a transition from that hollow reality into the “BEING WORLD,” a place of Pure joy, Inner Peace, Happiness, authentic Healing, and THE REST OF GOD.
Here’s the gist broken down into easy, informal points:
- Ditch the Fear: Concepts like lack, fear, sickness, and even “satan” are just old, theological superstitions. They’re not real!
- You’re Already Perfect: Your Soul is the flawless Image of God. It’s Totally Complete, Eternal, and incapable of suffering or separation. You can’t be “lost.”
- Time and History? Fake: The whole “womb to tomb” timeline is an illusion based on the feeling of lack. Since your true SELF-Identity is the All-Present “I-Am,” time and history (which is just a record of that fake time) don’t apply to Reality.
- God = EVERYTHING (The “Indivisible All”): God is Eternal Omnipresence—the ONLY, TOTAL, and Unified Eternal Truth. There’s no “otherness” or duality. Since God is All, there’s literally nowhere else for anything negative to exist.
- Your Soul IS God: Seriously. As God’s image, your Soul is God. It lives in a Perfect, Complete State where fear, evil, or lack is impossible. If you feel bad, it’s just because you’re caught up or live in the illusory world of not recognizing God’s Presence.
- God Isn’t a Cosmic Bellhop: God isn’t some “supreme being” up in the sky waiting to grant your wishes, find you a job, or fix your worldly problems. God exists totally beyond our little human boundaries (time, politics, borders).
- You Are NOT Your Human Self: God’s image and likeness is NOT your mortal body or personal ego. Identifying with your “human self” (birth, illness, death, etc.) is the source of all your peace problems because it basically says, “God is missing or messed up.”
- Stop Trying to USE God: Don’t treat God like a spiritual band-aid to fix your sick body or empty bank account. That just makes the illusion of “lack” stronger.
- The Big Secret: True peace comes from realizing this: “Where God is, there can only be God.” Anything else is just your ego-mind fooling you with illusions of time and matter.
- The Bottom Line: This World and everything in it IS GOD. It’s all ONE, PERFECT, WHOLE. There’s no choice, no duality, no way for anything to be “not-God.” Thinking otherwise makes no sense!
Existing within BEING represents the ONLY state of SPIRIT LIVING where you can discover true joy and liberation from the ego and satanic influence. In this State, the Spirit and Soul remain inseparable; there is no descent from Grace, no need for reconciliation or restoration of health, and no reclamation of a Soul that was NEVER lost—guilt simply does not exist.
BEING is the residence of GOD!
Since God, Love, Life and Goodness constitute the OMNIPRESENT Heaven of Perfection, there is no place where evil, satan, or hell can reside.
The shift from OLD TO NEW entails leaving the satanic framework where the personal self-identity dwells.
Our objective is to reveal BEING, God’s Eternal Truth which guides individuals through this transition, helping them recognize that the current human world is insufficient, an illusion and inviting them into the BEING WORLD. This is a REALM defined by ETERNAL Happiness, Inner Peace, Authentic Healing, and THE REST OF GOD, entirely free from evil.
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