If you feel stuck, hate yourself intensely, and believe you’re trapped in a worthless body, know this: the “self” you despise is an illusion. The root cause of your chronic depression, feelings of worthlessness, and unending struggle is not a flaw in you, but a theological superstitious lie that falsely defined your individual personal-self-identity and established an illusional and false “satanic ego-mind”. Your struggles, pain and sufferings are the dance between the “satanic ego-mind” and the pretend-personal-self. These two, in reality, have no foundation, no power, no presence and no self-identity, but you have been made to believe they exist and have been conditioned by their illusional laws. The only reason it appears to have control and influence over your life is that you believed in its false reality; hence, your life is operated under its false premises, controlled and influenced by it.
I, too, was once captive to that same deception. I vividly recall a time when my life was a cycle of misery, cruelty, pain, and relentless suffering. I was utterly ensnared by depression, past trauma, grief, and a paralyzing fear of death. The relentless voices in my mind offered no respite. It felt like an inescapable fate, a struggle I was powerless to avoid—and indeed, I was held fast by the false authority of the “satanic ego-mind and the pretend-individual-personal-self-identity.”
This state of utter hopelessness and helplessness led me to believe I was doomed to live the rest of my life this way, thoroughly entangled by the fear of dying, depression, trauma, and grief. In those moments, I felt abandoned, assuming God would not intervene, and I would be forced to endure and deal with my burdens for the remainder of my days, a slave to depression, fear, grief, and trauma. I was convinced this nightmare would never end unless the Good God descended to rescue me from the malevolent force that controlled my existence, causing so much agony and pain.
Today, I want to reveal God’s Eternal Truth that saved me from that evil force that was controlling my life so that you, too, can be saved.
I want to show you the behind-the-scenes workings of the mind and evil force controlling and causing you pain and suffering, and explain why your Happiness, Inner Peace, and Genuine Healing have been impossible—and how to reject these superstitious claims to achieve authentic happiness, Inner Peace, genuine healing, and freedom from the “satanic ego-mind.”
This article will expose the satanic mind, revealing why genuine healing, inner peace, and happiness have been unattainable—and guide you to reject these superstitious claims to achieve your authentic Spiritual-Well-Being.
Where The Pretend All Started
Theological superstitious beliefs, teachings, indoctrinations and conditioning have created immense human suffering by promoting the false belief that the physical body is your true and authentic individual–personal-self-identity, that sin separates the Soul (the true Spiritual SELF-I-AM-Identity and Image of God) from the Spirit, and that a mortal human being is God’s likeness.
This false indoctrination establishes a “satanic ego-mind” and a “personal self” that relentlessly dictates a life of chronic depression, worthlessness, fear, and struggle, making happiness, inner peace and genuine healing impossible.
The solution to this billion-dollar problem is to reject these superstitious beliefs, recognize that God’s Eternal True BEING is an Eternal Spiritual Reality where suffering does not exist, and embrace God’s Perspective of the authentic SELF, MIND, and BEING to achieve true healing, Happiness, Peace of mind or Inner Peace and THE REST OF GOD.
A Letter To The Lost And Hurting Soul; To The Victim Of Satan; The Victim Of The Ego;
Dear lost and hurting soul,
Who feels like you’re just existing and hates yourself intensely every single day. You’ve tried everything possible to escape from yourself just so that “self” does not exist and you get to find peace even for a minute. You believe you’re stuck in a worthless body, that using maladaptive daydreaming would end your suffering.
There is nothing to love about that “self.” There is no way that the self can be improved because that self is an illusion stuck in a land where Satan pretends to exist. It is made to make you feel exactly that way. The personal “self” is designed to make you feel worthless and suffer.
The Root Cause Of Suffering
Discover the root cause of your unhappiness and the obstacle to peaceful existence, happiness and true healing from your physical, mental, and emotional suffering. I will reveal the origins of the “self” that experiences this continuous, frustrating cycle of pain and affliction, and explain why its life is an unending loop of struggle.
Theological superstitious beliefs, teachings and indoctrination have instilled a belief that the physical body defines our individual self-identity. These views assert that God’s Image and Likeness is a mortal, embodied human being.
Furthermore, they posit that sin is the cause of suffering because it separates the Spirit and the Soul. This doctrine of sin and death introduced concepts like Satan, evil, darkness, duality, suffering, pain, a dichotomy of good and evil, a ‘false’ mind, a false sense of self, and the feeling of being alienated from God.
These theological superstitious beliefs and false education have indoctrinated us with the belief and assumption that our true Spiritual INDIVIDUAL-SELF-I-AM-Identity—the Soul, which is the Image and Likeness of God—is trapped within the physical body and separate from the Spirit, which is God.
Consequently, we have mistakenly identified the body as our authentic individual self-identity, believing it is the source of movement, knowledge, feeling, hearing, and seeing.
We are often convinced that the body’s personal intelligence can influence and control other concepts, whether they are similar or dissimilar to itself, completely overlooking the Eternal Truth that God’s I-AM-INDIVIDUAL-SELF-Identity, God’s Image and Likeness, is not the physical body.
This widespread mental conditioning, or “general mesmerism,” leads to significant distress across all levels: mental, physical, and emotional well-being. The consequence is conflict and war, manifesting internally within the self and externally within families, communities, and society at large.
This conditioning and indoctrination misrepresents God’s Way.
It introduces a false mind, Satan-Ego-mind. The false mind consists of the Ego or superstitious laws + the personal individual self, also known as the human soul=Human being
This mind imposes unnecessary emotional, mental, and physical suffering on followers and believers, thus impeding their potential for a happy and peaceful life. Furthermore, it wrongly claims an authority it does not possess.
As a result of these beliefs and conditioning, a domain of evil is introduced within the superstitious beliefs and theological teachings and indoctrination, often attributed to Satan, a fabricated existence is established as the ego-mind.
This deceit involves the construction of a false identity, termed the “personality or self”; the installation of a counterfeit mind, labelled the “ego mind”; and the creation of an alternative form of being, the “mortal human being.” It is in this elaborate structure of deception that this construct of the “self” you despise resides or is housed.
Because of the profound significance of this false mind, which is the fundamental source of all human suffering and the primary obstacle, roadblock to achieving happiness, peace of mind, and true healing, I will elaborate on it using alternative terms.
These superstitious beliefs and theological teachings and indoctrination of sin and death, conditioning and the associated beliefs introduce a domain of evil within superstitious and theological teachings, often personified as Satan. This ‘Satan’ is a fabricated existence established as the ego-mind.
This elaborate deception constructs a false “personality or self” identity, installs a counterfeit mind called the “ego mind,” and creates an alternative form of being: the “mortal human being.” Within this deceptive structure resides the very “self” you wish to escape. The “self” you have been working hard to improve.
To clarify the concept of the “body as who you are,” we must first dismiss certain theological and superstitious claims. These beliefs falsely assert that the Life of the Image and Likeness of God ( Spirit ) and the Soul reside within the physical body, which is impossible.
Why?
God’s Eternity is God’s BEING.
God’s BEING is where the Spirit and the Soul function as ONE SINGLE INDIVIDUAL SELF. A SINGLE BEING and the ONLY BEING God made. It is in this UNCHANGEABLE SPIRITUAL REALITY, BEING and UNIVERSE where God’s Image and Likeness or the Soul exists as a Spirit BEING.
Jenny Nkebemiso
The Life of God’s Image and Likeness stems from God and is God; hence, the Image and Likeness of God was NEVER BORN, nor did IT have a natural birth.
God’s Eternal True INDIVIDUAL SELF-I-AM-Identity; Image and Likeness of God is the Eternal, Singular “I AM” Self-Identity, not a mortal body.
This Eternal Truth of God exposes the errors of theological superstitions that mistakenly assert the Spirit and the Soul are separated by sin, that the Soul is lost and trapped within the body, and that God’s Image and Likeness is mortal. They fail to grasp that the Image and Likeness of God, the Soul, is God ITSELF.
These false and faulty claims from theological superstitious beliefs, teachings, indoctrinations and conditionings form the foundation of the ego-mind—a satanic ego-mind combined with the individual-personal-self-identity, resulting in humanity and all its products of disease, limiting beliefs, wars, conflict within this false self, families, depression, anxiety, physical, emotional and mental sufferings.
Despite centuries of teachings and its popularity to the contrary, God’s Eternal Truth contains no sin or death, yet these concepts underpin the entirety of human existence.
The perceived reality of sin and death is responsible for the human race’s mortal pattern of birth, maturity, suffering, and death.
Without this dual conviction of sin and death, the separation or division of the Spirit and the Soul, no man-made deduction or conclusion about existence would appear valid. The validity of any human-derived conclusion about existence rests entirely on the dual conviction that sin and death exist, thereby creating a separation between the Spirit and the Soul.
The absence of the belief in sin and death would eliminate the concepts of beginning and end, creation, and human existence.
It would negate the existence of limiting beliefs, mortality, chronic suffering (mental, physical, and emotional), problems, fear, and “dis-ease.”
Therefore, the concepts of a Fall from Grace and sin would not apply, making atonement irrelevant. Without these foundational elements, the vast framework of moral objectives, superstitious beliefs, and theological or religious laws—the prescribed means by which humanity is supposedly to recover a lost Divine nature—would become obsolete.
This hypnotic belief, often framed as the work of “Satan,” redirects the theological superstitious belief construct of a “self as a person” to focus on the external, visible manifestation of God’s Invisible REALITIES.
This pervasive illusion, often personified as “Satan,” misdirects the theological focus of the individualized-personal self. It fixates on the external, visible manifestations, or material possessions and their accumulation, as the ultimate goal—the so-called “Heaven on earth.”
Consequently, the relentless pursuit of “things” dictates the existence of this illusory individual self-identity. The daily life of this personal-self is trapped in an exhausting cycle: working prescribed hours for a paycheck, which is then allocated to essential needs like taxes, food, shelter, and clothing, leaving only a minimal amount for recreation—just enough to ensure the individual returns to the same taxing routine the following day.
Anyone who embraces the theological superstition belief that their body is their authentic individual self-identity—their dwelling, the source of feeling, senses and their creative and procreative capacity—is bound to experience everything the body goes through. It is likened to believing that you, the self, are a can of milk, within that “can” is the lost soul.
The belief that one’s body is their true self—the individual self-identity, is their source of sensations, feelings, and the capacity for creativity and procreation—is a theological superstition.
Embracing this view means experiencing every consequence the body endures. It is akin to seeing the self as a can of milk, where the body is the can of milk containing the lost soul or within which is the Image and Likeness of God. If that can is rolled down a slope, the “self” within feels every impact, dent, and movement. Over time, this self-identity slows down, wears out from use, and ultimately faces death and the grave.
Unfortunately, millions of people have been lied to and conditioned to believe that “ they are that empty can of milk.” I was one of them, but not anymore.
The Brain
These individuals operate under the belief that the brain is the ultimate center of intelligence, relying on it to navigate a confusing, fear-ridden, chaotic, and turbulent existence. They desperately hope this same brain will secure them a prolonged spot in a vaguely defined state of ‘happiest experience’—a realm they wish would finally be less harsh, possibly through a dreamless sleep, where the self that causes so much pain simply ceases to exist, bringing peace.
However, dreaming is preferred, as it allows the “self” to escape the confines of a ‘worthless body.’ In this state, they become pure consciousness, free from self-hatred, able to simply exist in an amazing way. The happiest experience ever achieved was a dream, a state they believe is likely to endure.
Many individuals feel trapped in this cycle of mental and physical stagnation, often resorting to constant sleep or napping. They yearn for energy and well-being, yet paradoxically, they only feel healthy when they are asleep. To escape their reality, some turn to maladaptive daydreaming, wanting to be anyone other than themselves. It’s profoundly sad to realize how many go through this type of emotional pain. They hope that they might all find reasons to love themselves.
Genetic Makeup
The belief that our physical characteristics, from body, race and bone structure to our genetic makeup and customs, are entirely inherited from our ancestors is a widely held, underlying assumption. This view holds that humanity has reached its zenith—the peak of evolution—and that we bear the responsibility to continue this progress for the betterment of the species.
Theological, Religious, and Superstitious Perspective Of God
The prevalent theological, religious, and superstitious perspective often depicts a deity as dwelling in a distant heaven. Consequently, many who claim to love this supposedly loving God feel a deep disconnect, leading to little confidence that their prayers are ever truly heard.
This sense of abandonment is only amplified by the state of the world, where pervasive diseases, suffering, pain, greed, war, and widespread mental, physical, and emotional distress provide scant evidence that the pleas of countless individuals are being acknowledged.
Consider the countless generations who came before us: didn’t they, too, offer prayers to the god of theology? And yet, didn’t every single one of them still succumb to the fate of most people—descending into the grave, dying amidst the pain and suffering of disease, old age, war, or disaster?
Considering the evidence of our senses, is evil demonstrably less prevalent today than in the past? Disease continues to exact its inevitable toll; hate and war remain tragically prolific, and death is as certain in this century as it ever was. If these facts hold true, then what genuine purpose does prayer serve? If prayer is merely a force of habit, can one logically anticipate a response?
Furthermore, is it reasonable to truly love and absolutely respect a God who allows evil to coexist, to wield the dominant influence, to corrupt and deprave their own followers, essentially leaving humanity to fend for itself with only the fragile defences of faith and hope?
My Discovery
My intense personal suffering—mentally, physically, and emotionally—forced me to confront and question the existence of God. This experience initiated a mission: to REVEAL GOD’S ETERNAL BEING and offer Spiritual Wellness Solutions to Happiness, Inner Peace, Genuine Healing, and what I term THE REST OF GOD in a manner consistent with God’s Eternal Nature.
Over 21 years, God revealed to me the root cause of all such suffering and, concurrently, the key to lasting happiness, inner peace, and genuine healing—a state of REST obtainable ONLY through God.
My commitment to God’s Eternal Truth requires challenging deeply ingrained, false doctrines. These include the superstitious theological belief that sin separates the Spirit and the Soul, and the mistaken idea that a mortal human being embodies the Image and Likeness of God, with the soul lost and trapped within the body.
The purpose of exposing the falsity of all satanic beliefs and laws is to bring happiness, peace of mind, genuine healing, and freedom from mental, physical, and emotional suffering to the lost and hurting souls who are victims of the ego and satan.
The False Indoctrination and Its Consequences
The Soul, which is your Spiritual SELF—the Image and Likeness of God and our I-AM-SELF-Identity—has been mistakenly perceived as being confined within the physical body and separate from God/Spirit.
This erroneous teaching has caused us to identify with the physical body, believing it to be the true origin of our individual self-identity.
The widespread mental, emotional and physical suffering people experience is because they are stuck within the satanic mindset of evil and its illusion that the physical body as the individual personal-self possesses capabilities that are not inherently its own (a kind of general mesmerism) is the fundamental source of extensive mental, physical, and emotional suffering. This belief is what intensifies internal and external conflicts, manifesting as pain and suffering within individuals, families, communities, and society, even escalating to war.
The impact of those beliefs is what is causing you to have such negative experiences in life. If you feel this way and are having such experiences, it’s because you are living in the land of satan and its evil mindset. Hence, your biggest problem and obstacle to happiness and inner peace is the ego-mindset and your false sense of being.
Your negative life experiences are a direct consequence of the beliefs you hold. If you are struggling and suffering, it is because you are residing within the domain of the ego-mindset, which is “satan” and an “evil mindset.” Consequently, this ego-mindset and false sense of “self” are the primary obstacles to achieving happiness and inner peace.
Temporary fixes will not resolve this core issue:
- Taking a nap (“Sleep napping”) offers no solution.
- Intense self-hatred will not stop your pain.
The ego-mind, which operates through the brain, never truly stops; it simply waits for your body to awaken when you sleep. This is because your illusory “false-individual-self” exists within its control. The ego (“satan” in this context) constantly injects negative thoughts and dictates the individual’s-self- life. Do not mistake escapism—which the ego-mind offers as a temporary relief—for the real world, as this suffering will only continue and compound your problems.
The Viewpoint of Eternal Truth
Do not mistake the ego-mind’s attempt at escapism for true relief from the real world; this path only perpetuates suffering. This negative outlook, based on illogical theological and superstitious reasoning, should not cause alarm.
Viewed from the Perspective of God’s Eternal Truth, such suffering has no genuine existence.
Consider this question, which is central to God’s Eternal Truth: Can the Omnipresent God who is Present everywhere, boundless and unlimited, All-Good God allow such theological and superstitious foolishness, contradiction, and inconsistency into God’s Eternal Spiritual Awareness?
Napping will not solve your issues, nor will self-loathing ease your pain. These are symptoms of a deeper problem—insecurity, depression, or past trauma—often manifesting as the harsh, egotistical criticisms of an inner voice, or the ego-mind.
This critic causes social withdrawal and self-destructive behaviours, aiming to inflict pain, mask your authentic SELF, and conceal its own false self-identity and existence. Even during sleep, this ego-mindset, which you mistakenly believe is your self, being, and brain, remains active, merely awaiting your waking, as it operates under the delusion that your individual, personal self exists under its control and influence.
The negative influence of the “satanic ego-mind” dictates and suggests how the personal self is to exist. When living in this state of mind, individuals often experience chronic depression, where life seems to offer no improvement, regardless of how much effort is put into improving that sense of self. Trying harder only exposes more vulnerabilities, leading to deeply humiliating and unrewarding outcomes.
This existence feels fundamentally worthless. It is characterized by severe social anxiety and debilitating mental, physical, and emotional health issues that drastically diminish the quality of life. Hobbies rarely hold attention, and even when they do, the person remains uninvested. Many find themselves apathetic about their careers, lacking the time or financial means to change paths.
This existence is often marked by a sense of dehumanization—a feeling of being inherently inferior to everyone else—and a constant state of being on edge. Minor concerns spiral into significant neuroses. There is no feeling of satisfaction or pride in accomplishment; the only emotion felt is a fleeting gratitude when a difficult ordeal is finally over. The emptiness of this life reduces existence to a mere succession of trials and obstacles.
It’s as if the brain is a faulty, broken contraption with no correctly functioning parts. Yet the expectation is to keep this damaged machine running, holding on to the hope that it might miraculously stop being irreparably broken one day. Do not mistake the ego-mind’s escapism for relief from the real world; that escapism is not the real world and will only perpetuate your suffering. This negative description of illogical, theological, and superstitious reasoning should not cause alarm. When viewed from the Perspective of God’s Eternal Truth, it has no REAL existence.
What You Need Is God’s Perspective Of Your Authentic SELF.
You need the God’s Perspective of your SELF, MIND, and BEING to unlock your Happiness, Peace of Mind and healing.
Living your life within God’s BEING is what you need help with to solve your problem of the negative influence of the “satanic ego-mind” that dictates, controls and suggests how you feel and controls your life.
Within God’s Eternal State of MIND which is the ONLY STATE OF MIND chronic depression, disease, mental, physical and emotional pain and suffering DOES NOT EXISTS.
Most individuals seek an escape route that is often rooted in the ego-mind. It is a mistake to believe that this ego-mind can deliver genuine happiness, inner peace, healing, or freedom from the ego itself and limiting beliefs. Relief, freedom, and healing cannot be found in that false reality or state of mind. All forms of escapism derived from the ego-mind are not based in reality and will ultimately intensify suffering. This explains why many common therapeutic and treatment methods fail, as the underlying issues often return over time.
While illogical, theological, or superstitious reasoning may be negatively viewed by some, this judgment holds no weight when understood from the perspective of God’s Eternal Truth, where such negative concepts have no REALITY or existence.
A central question to God’s Eternal Truth is this: Could the Omnipresent, boundless, unlimited, and All-Good God permit theological and superstitious foolishness, contradiction, and inconsistency within God’s Eternal Spiritual Awareness?
God’s Eternity is defined as God’s BEING. Within God’s BEING, the Spirit and the Soul function as a SINGLE, INDIVIDUAL SELF—the Alone and ONLY BEING God made in IT’s Image and Likeness. This UNCHANGEABLE SPIRITUAL REALITY, BEING, and UNIVERSE is the location where God’s Image and Likeness, or the Soul, exists as a Spirit BEING.
It is crucial to understand that God’s-I-AM-INDIVIDUAL-SELF-Identity, God’s Image and Likeness, is not a mortal body.
To achieve Happiness, Peace of Mind, and healing, all you need is access to God’s BEING.
This is where I found Happiness, which is the Presence of God, Inner Peace, which is the safety and security of your God I-AM-SELF-INDIVIDUAL-Identity. SELF-Identification of God Perspective of your authentic SELF, MIND, and BEING and I-AM-SELF-Awareness, which is Genuine Healing.
The Root Cause Of Your Sufferings And The Next Step
Your central problem is the negative influence of the “satanic ego-mind,” which dictates, controls, and suggests how the personal self should exist. Herein lies the core issue with the “satanic ego-mind,” which aggressively dictates, controls, and proposes the terms of your personal existence.
This mind and self-perception supposedly establishes all the “rules” that confine you and bind you to the land of evil. Consequently, these false laws of sin and death subject you to satanic beliefs, enslaving you to mental health struggles, disruptive emotional and physical struggles, etc.
The help you need is to live your life within God’s BEING. In God’s Eternal State of MIND, which is the ONLY STATE OF MIND, chronic depression, disease, and mental, physical, and emotional pain and suffering simply DOES NOT EXIST.
Theological teachings have created immense human suffering by promoting the false belief that the physical body is the true self, that sin separates the Soul (the true Spiritual SELF-I-AM-Identity and Image of God) from the Spirit, and that a mortal human being is God’s likeness.
This false indoctrination establishes a “satanic ego-mind” and a “personal self” that relentlessly dictates a life of chronic depression, worthlessness, fear, and struggle, making happiness and peace impossible.
The solution is to reject these superstitious beliefs, recognize that God’s true BEING is an Eternal Spiritual Reality where suffering does not exist, and embrace God’s Perspective of the authentic SELF, MIND, and BEING to achieve true healing, happiness and Inner peace.
Jenny Nkebemiso
Summary of the Outcome from Living Within God’s Eternal BEING
Living within God’s Eternal BEING offers a complete escape from the chronic suffering, depression, worthlessness, and unending struggle dictated by the illusory “satanic ego-mind”.
This spiritual shift requires rejecting the false theological belief that the physical body is the true self, which mistakenly separates the Soul (the true Spiritual SELF-I-AM-Identity) from the Spirit.
God’s BEING is an Eternal Spiritual Reality, the ONLY State of MIND, where disease, mental, physical, and emotional pain simply do not exist.
By embracing God’s Perspective of your true, authentic SELF, MIND, and BEING, the individual achieves true healing, which includes finding Happiness (the Presence of God), Inner Peace (the safety of their God I-AM-SELF-INDIVIDUAL-Identity), and I-AM-SELF-Awareness, ultimately gaining “THE REST OF GOD”.
Perfect Call to Action
The life you despise is an illusion imposed by a false identity. Reject the superstitions that confine you to chronic suffering and the dictates of the ego-mind today. Take the definitive step toward genuine and lasting healing by accessing and living within God’s Eternal BEING, thereby embracing God’s Perspective of your authentic SELF, MIND, and BEING to claim the Happiness, Inner Peace, and “THE REST OF GOD” that await you.
Jenny Nkebemiso